Supercluster

Last Thursday I got myself a pregnancy test pack, it was POSITIVE! I was shocked, and so anxious as I dont really expect this to happen now. Strange that this one is so different than the first one, I dont feel I am pregnant. Well, I am glad that I dont feel morning sickness, I just doubt.. Am I really pregnant?? Can the test pack be wrong?? I know I can just go to see the Obgyn, I just dont feel like. If it is counted from my LMP I am now on my 7 weeks, so I thinks it is still too early to go to see the doctor, maybe in a few week. Maybe it is just a wishful thinking of not being pregnant, maybe I am not really ready to have another child. Little info: Weight: 87kg super obese!! i know :(

It was a big and nasty fight last night, although we did not have any guts to tell it on our face, we used bbm!! I have never said anything rude to him, but writing it on bbm helped me a lot in releasing all the dirt out of my system. I felt better afterward. I dont know how can I hate him so much and love him at the same time. I am feeling alright now, I dont want to fight anymore, but I still dont want to say sorry, I just want him to hug me..

Aku cinta kamu karena اللّهِ , bukan karena untuk status di Facebook, bukan karena uang kamu karena uang Ada habisnya, bukan karena rupa mu karena rupa ada masanya..  Karena untuk skali ini aku coba taati perintahNya, untuk sekali ini aku coba tepati janjiku dihadapanNya..  Ini ibadahku, yang kuyakini mendapat ridhoNya.. Tanpa cinta ini untukmu, aku bukan lg siapa-siapa di mataNya..