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No post in 2013 so far, I have been very lazy and keep on blaming my pregnancy for it, now that the baby is out I don't know what else to blame. Yes you got that right, the baby is out! Baby Mika, she was born on 20 May 2013 at 18:16. Weight: 3,530 kg and height: 53 cm, perfectly healthy baby girl! Now, I could not really stick to this blog for too long, my stitches are still very painful and I have to go back to my Baby Mika. So long for now.

It has been 8 months since my last miscarriage, now I am expecting my third one. Although I am still scared from what happened, but I guess I am more ready now. I will face everything ahead of me, I will not back down. My baby now is so good to me, I dont really feel sick - only when I brush my teeth I feel sick in my stomach, but other than that I am perfectly okay. Let see what happen, I just hope he will be alright.. LMP: 24 Aug 2012 Due Date: 31 May 2013 (based on LMP) DueDate: 9 June 2013 (based on USG) Weight: 87Kg Pregnancy Mission: Eat Healthy Food, to maintain weight and gain max of 10Kg (another impossible mission!)

When I see your eyes, it tells me so much about your love. You feel my existence and you want my love, you want it more. I see your smile, you are happy to be mine, you want me to hold you close and never let you go. You are scared most of the time but when you are next to me, you feel fine... If you see my eyes, it tells you more about my love, the only feeling I have for you that is endless and so true, I feel your existence too and never want to lose you. You see my smile, I am so blessed that you are mine, I want to hold you close and never ever let you go. I am scared too most of the time, same like you, but  when you are next to me, I feel secure , we comfort each other, and I am glad I can protect you and same way you protect me. This feeling will never end, it is in my blood and my soul, it stays there forever more. I miss your little fingers, I miss your little toes, I miss your big eyes, I miss your chubby cheeks,  I miss your smell, an...

People say the second trimester of pregnancy is the best moment of all, I do agree... I feel great this past few days, even though my mood is still swinging. The most disturbing thing is the nauseous feeling that happened to me for more than a month, I heard some people feel it for the full 3 or 4 months of their pregnancy. I thank God I just had it like for a short period, almost kills me though. Normally, hungry is my worst enemy, made me sick and nauseous, and today... taadaaa.... I am just fine! Doctor said in one of the article I read that this is not a good time to lost weight, but I am kinda hoping that I dont gain any, and make sure my baby is just healthy. My weight today: 75Kg, my blood pressure: dunno!, My baby: gives me that butterfly tickle every now and then, I bet he is jumping around by now - such a happy and cute baby...!! Baby.. Baby.. I miss you already! 

It's been awhile, since my chinese flat mate back to Beijing for vacation and they forgot to refresh the modem before they were gone, halah... why we put the modem in their room anyway, how silly we can be. Loads and loads of update from the pregnancy. Yesterday my DH and I went for the check up and scan, and here it is the first picture of our baby. I was amazed and kept on smiling when I saw the baby moving her butt up and down, her tiny little hand was up in the air, as if she is jumping and saying hip..hipp hurraayyy...! What a wonderful moment, the doctor said that he could not tell the gender as yet, we can wait for that news as long as the baby is healthy and happy, it is all what we wanted to know. Her heart rate is 155bmp, beating so fast and constantly, yes baby I know your are healthy. The doctor now could be so sure and decided that my pregnancy is just about 14w, therefore my EDD is on 9 March 2009! Nothing much about the baby as she is happy and healthy, she ...

So many great news this past few days, which actually I couldn't hardly wait to tell. Finally I past dr. Corazon, I will not see her again since I feel it was such a waste to check my pregnancy. It is not her fault either that she is only a general practitioner and suspected me to have another illnesses except pregnancy. One time when I had flu, I went to see her, and ended up having her checked my neck. It was fat around my neck for god-sake, she thought it was thyroid, bloody... I went to the middle upper class hospital called NMC Specialty Hospital Dubai, after googling which hospital will be the best, my choice goes to the that hospital. It was not a cheap hospital and not an expensive one either, at least I know what to expect from them, value of the money will never lie - I believe so. Before I decided to come, I tried to get as much as information I could get, the most important: Who is the best doctor could take a good care of me and my pregnancy? The winner is Dr. Babi...

You know what, I don't even care anymore about what doctor said about me being 'slightly pregnant', because I do feel that I am, and it is proved by the test I took for 3 times and here, deep inside my heart I feel it even stronger. What matters to me is now how my baby is doing? Is she alright, is she in her best and is she even a she? I am alright today, but I go wee every now and then, as if I have a very small bladder it can not contain even a Milli of my urine, it is ok though so that I have an excuse to do a bit of walking to the ladies as an exercise. I believe she is a good baby (amien), she doesn't make me have a lot of to complaint about as I normally do when I am not even pregnant yet - wish she/he would be just like her/his dad, has that calm, cool, wise way of thinking... I went to the mall and walked like about 2 to 3 hours, I did not feel tired but my feet are as big as balloon. It is not only my tummy, my feet are bloated too, is this normal?? Just ...

30 June 2008 yeah, it's positive!! 29 June 2008 Another test-pack wont do any harm 28 June 2008 I feel you here baby, I just knew it! 25 June 2008 Need to see a doctor, I assume 20 June 2008 so whats happening then? 15 June 2008 negative, told myself:'told cha' 14 June 2008 No Period, can I get at least a test-pack, I feel different here 07 June 2008 No period? naahh, it always late, no worry 11 May 2008 Honeymoon, **no contraception needed 09 May 2008 Just on time, my period always for only max. 4 days 05 May 2008 I had period, always late to come.

Selamat datang di perut Bunda, Baby... Bunda tau kamu ada di dalam sana, yang kamu ketuk sebelum masuk adalah hati bunda. Baby ga perlu khawatir bunda tau kamu datang, bunda sudah menanti kamu jauh-jauh hari. Maafin bunda ya, kedatangan kamu bunda sambut dengan flu bertubi-tubi, oh ini karena bunda ketularan ayah yang kena flu sebelum bunda. Maafin ayah and bunda ya, kita berdua menyambut kamu dengan flu, ugh sebel! Baby, semoga kamu betah di dalam perut bunda, bunda janji akan buat kamu senyaman mungkin. Bunda akan banyak makan buah and sayuran, bunda akan lebih sering makan ikan daripada beef, or mungkin bunda akan stop makan beef sama sekali, bunda akan lebih sering olah raga, bunda akan kontrol emosi supaya ga sering ngambek ke ayah lagi, dan yang paling penting bunda harus shalat - bunda syukuri anugrah-NYA, yaitu kamu Baby... **when the test-pack result showing the amazing sign 'Positive'