Yes, I Have Decided


When it comes to a decision, yes it is always hard to take, but I have to.




Today, I am resigning, again for the second time after the last rejected one few months ago, but this time definetely I will go. I have decided which place I will go, that is for the best, once and for all. I will not regret every single decision that I made, I have proved them a lot that all things happen for reasons.
Every now and then, life will bring me so many surprise, I realize that I have been running, I feel little bit tired and I need to have a walk for a second. Sudden marriage, new place of work, new city to live, new room for me and my husband, new challenge, but I could not stop now, maybe I dont want to.
In life, it is not all about money and belonging, there is something called happiness - if you forget that it is exist. Yes, happiness, and everybody has their own way to get it. Me, being offered with nice position and high salary, but I choose to give it all up, I just cant conquer love, the love for my dear husband, love of my live, my other half.
Ini ibadah ku, ini bakti ku kepada suami ku tersayang.
Desperately seeking heaven

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