I Lost You Baby (Miscarriage)
On Friday morning, we went for a breakfast outside. I felt a little bit of cramp in my lower abdomen and my lower back. I didnt think of something serious will happen, as we continue to walk until mid day. When we reach home I found dark blood, I felt something wrong will happen, and worried the rest of the day.
Saturday was my appointment with Dr. Wafaa, I told her my concern about the bleeding. She did the scan but the pregnancy stay at 6 weeks. So she did another scan which confirmed that the pregnancy is not growing, even the size of the gestational sack was not round anymore, it was like an empty sack.
I continued to bleed even more when I reached home, and found the sack out from my thingy.. Ya Allah, this is it.. I lost the baby.
On Sunday I was admitted to the surgery unit and had an evacuation surgery, but I pretty much had everything out. My hubby was there the whole day with me.
Eventually all my questions answered, the baby is not for me to keep although one time I wished I never have him, but now that I lost him I feel heartbroken.. I keep thinking about how I talked to him the other day thinking he was still there with me, but probably I have lost him a long time ago.
Saturday was my appointment with Dr. Wafaa, I told her my concern about the bleeding. She did the scan but the pregnancy stay at 6 weeks. So she did another scan which confirmed that the pregnancy is not growing, even the size of the gestational sack was not round anymore, it was like an empty sack.
I continued to bleed even more when I reached home, and found the sack out from my thingy.. Ya Allah, this is it.. I lost the baby.
On Sunday I was admitted to the surgery unit and had an evacuation surgery, but I pretty much had everything out. My hubby was there the whole day with me.
Eventually all my questions answered, the baby is not for me to keep although one time I wished I never have him, but now that I lost him I feel heartbroken.. I keep thinking about how I talked to him the other day thinking he was still there with me, but probably I have lost him a long time ago.
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