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Back to Back Life - What Kind of Life Is This??
I am back in Dubai again after 5 months stayed in Indonesia. In 2 years I had 3 times going back and forth Indonesia-UAE in such a long gap of period of time, and never be able to decide where I am going to settle my life in. The process is just too much for me to handle, It was so damn hard just to settle down with the life I have currently. I hate moving, traveling across the globe to escape from the trouble I have at heart, but sometimes it is the only option I have. I had mixed feeling whenever it comes to packing my luggage, a very uncomfortable feeling. I wish I would never ever feel it again in my life. Anyway.... I am fine now, try to adjust myself again with Dubai which I am so easily fit in. Dubai to me is already my home, with all the busyness, the lifestyle, the facilities, I just wish I can stay forever here.. At least this time I know where I need to stay.. Well, I think I know.
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