Dont Care!

You know what, I don't even care anymore about what doctor said about me being 'slightly pregnant', because I do feel that I am, and it is proved by the test I took for 3 times and here, deep inside my heart I feel it even stronger.
What matters to me is now how my baby is doing? Is she alright, is she in her best and is she even a she?

I am alright today, but I go wee every now and then, as if I have a very small bladder it can not contain even a Milli of my urine, it is ok though so that I have an excuse to do a bit of walking to the ladies as an exercise. I believe she is a good baby (amien), she doesn't make me have a lot of to complaint about as I normally do when I am not even pregnant yet - wish she/he would be just like her/his dad, has that calm, cool, wise way of thinking...

I went to the mall and walked like about 2 to 3 hours, I did not feel tired but my feet are as big as balloon. It is not only my tummy, my feet are bloated too, is this normal?? Just worried because it really looks weird.


**Baby, you know that you are 9 weeks in my tummy, hang on there and be good, ok.

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