Wife Vs. Work
After a month the situation is not ok anymore, a month back he got 2 days off and spent them with me, but now...!!?
He is back to his normal behavior by spending most of his time at the kitchen. He supposed to have 2 days off a week but he choose to use only one of them. He loves making himself busy with all the competition and kitchen projects.
I am so happy and glad actually that Chef Cameron likes him very much and gives him all the kitchen projects for him to handle, first was the opening of the Cigar Bar, and that was not even finished and now Chef Cameron gave him a Vita Bar project. My husband is so excited on doing the projects and I really want to support him, I really do, but... how about me?
I really don't want to be selfish, but I guess I am selfish and I hate myself for it. I guess I still cant stop competing with his job even though I knew I would lose the battle anyway. Yesterday on the phone he said to me about how busy he was that time and he asked me not to ask him to come home every now and then. You know, I was so sad to hear that, how can I not expecting my husband to come home, I have the same right to be next to him too. After all, I only asked him to come home after 16 hours work, I guess that is what all the wives will do when their husband away for work for more than blo*dy 16 hours!
So, I am really in a very big dilemma, I want him to be successful at work but I want him to be successful with the family too...
He is back to his normal behavior by spending most of his time at the kitchen. He supposed to have 2 days off a week but he choose to use only one of them. He loves making himself busy with all the competition and kitchen projects.
I am so happy and glad actually that Chef Cameron likes him very much and gives him all the kitchen projects for him to handle, first was the opening of the Cigar Bar, and that was not even finished and now Chef Cameron gave him a Vita Bar project. My husband is so excited on doing the projects and I really want to support him, I really do, but... how about me?
I really don't want to be selfish, but I guess I am selfish and I hate myself for it. I guess I still cant stop competing with his job even though I knew I would lose the battle anyway. Yesterday on the phone he said to me about how busy he was that time and he asked me not to ask him to come home every now and then. You know, I was so sad to hear that, how can I not expecting my husband to come home, I have the same right to be next to him too. After all, I only asked him to come home after 16 hours work, I guess that is what all the wives will do when their husband away for work for more than blo*dy 16 hours!
So, I am really in a very big dilemma, I want him to be successful at work but I want him to be successful with the family too...
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